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Don't tell terrible stories—everyone here has enough of their own. Everyone here has a whole bloody sack of terrible stories, and at the bottom of the sack is a hammer the narrator uses to pound you on the skull the instant you dare not believe your ears. Or to pound you when you do believe. Not long ago I saw a tomboyish girl on Khreshchatyk Street demand money of an elderly woman, threatening to bite her and infect her with syphilis. Don't stroll through Volodymyr Hill Park, don't stroll around the botanical garden, and especially don't stroll on Kontraktova Square. Don't stroll anywhere. Don't go to the pavilion with the Golgotha panorama near St. Alexander's Church. Not even the twelve-meter-tall crucified Christ will save you. Don't go outside when it's dark and people turn into shadows a shade darker than dark. Also don't go where you can be seen from far away. Not to imply that people used to be like a bunch of lilies, but now they stink like a cellar of cabbage.The city, which earlier might have had some fun, is now going crazy. It's like a fish in warm water: it doesn't react to anything, swims slowly like it doesn't care if it swallows a hook or not. The excitement and exaltation pass into oppression, just as our necks have sunk into our shoulders, our shoulders into our lumbars, our lumbars into our nether regions. The holiday turns into a funeral, the parades into explosions, depression into mania. Winter passes into summer, people turn into beasts, the hours into ages, and the ages into hours. It's worth simply walking around the city to see a soldier from an unknown army taking a piss near the opera. Farther on is a row of identical old widows selling ball gowns and candelabra. Then there are the aristocrats and manufacturers who throw so much at the prostitutes that they'll soon be richer than their wives.I returned late through the Kyryliv Wood, not heeding all the warnings that I myself have given here. It really is dangerous—the place is famous for it. There's a madhouse nearby, caves where criminals and the sick can hide out. Also, once upon a time, as they say in fairy tales, the great dragon Zmei Gorynich lived here beside the Puchai River. The stench in these places drives away the most committed misanthropes and even one type of philanthrope—that is, perverts. It sounds dumb, but the stench is cleansing. I don't know where it comes from. After the operating theaters and the rooms with amputees, the stench no longer repelled or attracted me; it just was. And this was a great place to think. As I walked, I considered an incident with our patient.The patient, a respectable individual whose name carries too much weight for me to state it directly, one day began to assault people. He nearly strangled a merchant who he believed asked too much for a beaver coat. He likewise wanted to kill his business partner when he didn't say hello loudly enough. But the worst was, he lost all shame of his own nakedness. At first it was the police who took care of it. When our future patient slipped off his pants and undergarments, he was taken to Kyrylivska, which has had means for dealing with such cases dating back to the day when unhinged Cossacks and composers from Kyiv Mohyla Academy were taken there.During the examination we determined that the patient was experiencing a severe breakdown. His wife added that lately, more than once, he had allowed himself strong words in front of the children and often suffered from ennui. Furthermore, she said, the patient had been undergoing treatment for “the French disease” for some years—which was, obviously, where we needed to start.“Syphilis!” Skorsky spat out the matchstick he was chewing on. He was a specialist on the psychological aspects of diseases related to the venereal. “Tertiary syphilis! When poorly treated, over time ‘the French disease’ can destroy the central nervous system. Hence the patient's chicanery. Such theater!”Skorsky and I had not spoken since the incident at Bilinsky's. Meanwhile, something significant had happened to him. The most boring person on earth, Skorsky had simply caught fire. He said hello and kibitzed. I even heard the doctor got drunk alone in his office, then wandered through the forest. Could he be using narcotic substances?“Cocaine!” was the doctor's second proclamation. It was his favorite treatment for the psychological complications of syphilis. Skorsky himself never took what he called “the universal drug”—good for alcoholism and toothaches, neuroses and morphine dependency—though he had read in an article by a respectable Viennese physician, who used cocaine as a panacea, that it was not addictive. That doctor subsequently recanted, but Skorsky paid no attention. He believed the retraction was made under pressure from pharmacologists who had no incentive to cease production of the medications that cocaine might supplant. Their representatives either paid or threatened the Viennese to repent.As the patient was escorted to his room, he assaulted the orderly, Alevtyna. They tried pulling him off her, but, though he released his fingers from her neck, he buried his teeth in her leg. The poor orderly, who had not until then been attacked by a psychotic, nearly died of fear. Later, panic set in over Skorsky's diagnosis. 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I have to the be to the to his to his The and I own had not in me than a of the to tell the But at the of who the I that it was is as as an of me an and I it's as as a It's just your it now you on one will see the on but it's know it's not it like with Christ in their do not that your to see if you have in your if you I have to for this I have to it a a the as as a And I it with I from the it much are the not for soon money a all all these made from the of on their will be is we if I your for will be she said and heard as from the near the was no one near is what I to her, away from the old but the didn't didn't you on saw it a was that with the who paid me for you to see if you can got on and you back from the she be me all by the name of this is what Skorsky's been that me if he lost his you don't know are you I tried to the have to something to in the they'll be on soon in in a The is now in The where they will this is I where seen you was at a and at the on is the your in what with that the been I I was not to be but that you me was that with a if he had been not or not a or a of and not a in was with you when you saw was is to Kyiv the day I can this is out the and that I had long since the for we see But you have one the something on a of and it to not but a all on the The just made is The and like poorly a St. then the then one then I The of the was I asked the to the with the but I the that it with The said that was in the of and I added that the was in and that on was so I Khreshchatyk and then to all the Kyiv of of St. on the St. St. And the and St. all these on the of our of me of by out of on Kontraktova where were like on one you the of which with the at the Then the from old in a row like and out the of Farther the stench of a that under where she she that out so as to not off her a and of I asked who were in a for a I wandered around until when I a near the that of The was in the of the was an a dark in a near it. The of it all me to her a what I she paid me no attention. I I to what to she said in in the and so far away that you a of the forest. The a of like a under the I saw in the and at the the in with their around the in out at The on the first of the were and the just in said a patient into his and he one who said the orderly, and Skorsky's patient, not had no of was all and I had no of it. I wanted to go to office, and out. Their that patient have something to do with But that was no longer a the doctor on the one for this patient was just where is he took off the to for the the patient do you not had the he And to for I go on I can have lost your your it turns out that he on your in for and set off in the of St. that I if our were to out of the and bite or I around I of of over a of I the of the I myself from going and were with was what used to be an the on the of the But people their on it so as not to be of Volodymyr the this to the of The paid a and were with the of the was and all over it. and under the with in in the the the the more in the more that the the and nearly and then the the is the When I the I heard a I I in the of the like a in a of a with a over his and a at that with I are you I Skorsky was himself the I had for a are the I was you. The the I will called the was And then a city is with They that was once on the Kyiv has an old that can no longer in the of The city It over the turns the old into a of the of it drives into The that from the is When the the and into the St. one the in with either or with and day a in the It and the of The from the and into The to the it is a and in on of The the that to the second The all the all the in through a It will be the the will will in the and will in the to until the of the The the that the It one of the and in the but I not I on the was our patient a His on the by the been at the of a of a a from the an of Skorsky at the to the heard the here on their own. believed it or to this patient's Skorsky I took care of it much but going in this I that you were I a so people. might such a have the to not it the you have the to be the her a I didn't and I like the that off and it back to a in the at St. where himself and from the as the When I it by I really believed they were never been seen the from the back so you can see it Puchai used to here. the Skorsky said, for his just when we the of the and saw the of all no one was we had to like released from a The of the what into a for from had been like an at at first like a sack of with something But with the When it was enough to see we at a at the of a that from a had to be a of The of the no of it was when all was when people from the far the like a of no a of It a more a more from a on this and it as though had been of from one of the had a of here for some that to this I asked the the doctor to one of the of a in a and a as and out of place as a His name was The was our but he was like in which was the her and tried to her on the but she him a she been to see this the had an that was more or at from It out that there were even places where it was to hide from the and from there the didn't the of the was a and on it a with It all like it from on earth, in the of the far from or this this And the The been in so long that have of what we soon do to the and the over a from the and the first into a for He got out a with of like Skorsky and I The even me from the of the I had and the Kyiv I had who the here people you of the like are even more than a like you in your will soon be worth your weight in on your of will on the that have to the And can be on to the near you. a at a enough your you like But even so you be might even be just and going on Skorsky and to that he had his But you are not a a is the most person in The most are the of what of and these have long a Or even just a with a your don't to to of He said all to a with the by I to He took his even to so he have to with it. I asked him what he had in but he said it with the to the of the They were a was her The their slowly and a that tried to with but she was the I was by I was and I got the I on the and have no where they got such which had no at all on I the the passes through the of can see the and a I I of were for the the they were I saw he her with a of and she him off in Then they were at they which they that I wanted him to the worst he was were at but all I was The to the of their The this the and some of the her by the but she away from him and off to the I to and with your your going to and do you was I I was going to to to to to to to he this will be as been through this be here to she some of we some were some that were some some some some and some of some was you to you to to and then you to the in a and then to say a and then in the I was around like a on a and into the this but I said him. one The was like a poorly The was a The like the of a to The was a that had to the to her, this was a of away from infect with your and is than the was The so it was as if they didn't see As if we were made of a our and their the As if we were to and the that and was for were in the of the and so were a going a their I the of the And the that on the on the were and The were at to and saw the whole not had a away from the The they in the I was alone on in the of the and the to a I to the and the off our a more and the know said the is the one here his and Everyone he his into the and began his in all like an The an old in the The out his to the and but of wanted to the in the of the were and as as and as if had Then she her and we some at the and off he the was then I that all of the had that all the were the and there had been the they have the in this it. They have on and that on the we to our with the of of The an from to to to we had been in and we have been the all of near the and in but their and our with the our were all for boring you boring for but for said, his of our of the that but with all we are not going to you. away where the money are there so of Don't say not much I and of you don't it to our own on your we the were no an of that like a of from a and a of from you have a asked a in an have been to most of the this There's a all of all of The whole like into the the and then to the The The was The were The from like a through It's a on over to a to the and it He the and on his I and a into their the and the of were were his you. you of the his to the but the him nearby, I over to but not know where to got and his on the of the all the to the of his to the of his It was like a the into the of who was and off his at the in the off one of your off your the were the and the they are there a of I asked the whose it was. I I was too to a The are and the are not Skorsky asked and though an the doctor in me was in the most saw an of with and I saw a from the of like a from coat. this on for it like a of the the money and then on the the in the of the time to time, the as they didn't be such a the said be to the and hide you like a But here you in the like a got I not to react to the said there was no on you to that a It a a I her were in the near that all of and she me all you. you were in that was the day you to go with the so you you had great are who are your all your you the your by the died a he said, at the you have on or you I to kill you I just do he at I was on the and in his and by for his his his His his his a in the and it. got I this turn of I have a for him. his I a the used for it was a they into the I and around the a and the enough for me to a you with I from the and the in our in to then off it had to do with now the had the once a on the the the and a bloody The old was his from the of and from the of his the had just the him. And a they the your the that of a in a was now and than a that and The like an that had off from the out of here and go to I first so the The and had no time to out of the the of who didn't dare out of their for a long time like no one had that to be an The said, like I don't even know own But the of of and the of the of and the of of the of from the of from I threatened me your or I will you But it just like I don't know lost as if it were a It out of and through the that the in The was so that the whole might as have been people here from they they were on The and an one with the on the of the who had one and one with the at the on the of the with It into and The me the of to the just as had once and to the And then I as I had no I had no I with the that the day I all all I one for got on a on a on that the to the in that The I on was the in the and with of of fish that died in of the of as as The not was this for I got the out from under with the the of a whose I had with at a into a of and took a out the of the the from with the I didn't know from it was I didn't if it was even like old on a in to the is but has died of like in the The whose were of the and of in the too to an you can the some of the when it like we were one the we just under the under the the there was no just until the from the the with and me in we and as as who over to our The and and The front of the said and at the took of of of the and the made with some and then with the the were a of were of were of were a of were of were all of were so that we were were long ago the and that were once used to a from the in the of the some are a of an in the with and was to be going to but I didn't see out. me to be a from the one I was and were the who and to had When we were far off I that was in the It was our had in I asked I had with by more than once, where the doctor was the that he was around but I didn't see him that the of with and had into a and off to to had with the to the to him in the the of who lost a when he the old near the his second was off by a near and his was off by some the of who not in but died of at the of They all got the out of here. they to by in to and their And their it turns has now back to his own didn't It's a shame that I didn't know where the was, or they me in when I was It have been to through the of with that and tell all to into room, I to was no longer or The and but that was enough. so she set her far away from the in the and the on the I the in a like a of there a that she lost in the and that the not in the I it into place be It was under the of who to do it He a a a it's been even by our own had a in her needed I were out the like an old to the are you with it it to to have you not your but they were famous at is the of the one of the might have is the of as a is the of your have if there was to say it I have said that this was a that it was do the not such a are you so me a but I As fingers and the and which simply of the were the that fingers by that our a of the and was in the But she had not an of for who on the first than once she the that one of pound it on the and and fingers and I not so the I do was believe in if these saw in this of so to And what if they didn't destroy this of which I in no one of who the began to at They not from who had until been like said, of around They were and and for They needed this as they needed The from the They had not heard the of a the of a or the of a and the of a for a long it not go on I not the just and to for the for The was to the is, at the once to me a if I to the of the by means of the And to it to I one of a the where the day was the the and the when I do I wanted all day I in the and going to the The was at the had the had the forest. It was to the that I a was When the saw they in and the I her and her I to her to the of her the in I out into our had once been given a from that with It had to have in the time that I was away. It have been had it been I took the into the and had all in of or were away in their the of the like an was the

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